What's in Jerry's Head Now?

This week is busy.. because I have to study for up coming quarter exams and will get to plan for the play that Me and My classmates will present on March 30. Now, we are not perfect, but I'l pretty sure we will perfect it through practices. yeah because we've got a month! And just today MTAP has just ended. so another burden has passed! My head now is complicated.. Project plans, Homework, Exam preparation and so on.. Hope Exam passes.. and never comes back Again!!

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I feel like I'm staying in a room which has no windows and a locked door. All my days are always planned or same with other days. I'm always tired and annoyed. But I don't want to show that to my people. I always try to smile and make other people laugh or make them happy. People would describe me like "Jerry's Funny!" "He likes to smile :D" "He makes others laugh" "I like his stupidity :D" or etc.. but in fact that is just my front mask. some of my smiles or laughters are FAKE.. I don't know why I make them. Once my father said this. "Jerry , try to pretend that you are happy or agree with something even though you are not happy or not satisfied. And try to pretend that you are not satisfied when you are satisfied." Of course at first, I didn't fully get what he was saying, but now, fully understand that ! Soo as a result, everyone around me is happy :D...  I tend to say yes even if I'm not satisfied, I say yes for other's sake. Well try it! It really helps you !! HAHAHA  Yeah in other word Self-Control :D  It's the first time that I'm telling my truth in my Blogger, well I don't know the exact reason.. Probably today, I mean now at this momoent I'm not in a good mood. Well you will see me smiling tomorrow again, well you can try guessing if my smile is Fake or Not :( ?? :)

MTAP

Last Friday Gino, Tim, Sir.Echo and I went to Elizabeth ..... School to attend MTAP competition.. we left school around 7:30. We used a taxi to go there I expected all the schools that were attended were good at math but actually most of them weren't LOL but sadly MITis took the forth place... Sayang!! we should have gotten the third place.. but we lost on the second match.. The school that we went was BIGger than MIT! LOL but i like <-- ㅇ.ㅇ?? my school more hehe :> There was a girl who caught my attention!!! I tried talking to her but she was a proctor but she was a student! AHH wish I could see her again HAHA Ohh and my previous English teacher Ms.Chey was working as a teacher there so we met her well that was nice to see her again.  EVEN THOUGH WE DIDN'T WIN I STILL THANK FOR SIR. ECHO BECAUSE HE HAVE BEEN ASSISTING US !! HAHA WELL WE DO HAVE CHANGES IN NEXT YEAR!! AJA AJA!!

This is the time that i miss my hometown

Nowadays I can see myself missing my hometown.. Of course everyone misses hometown especially when they are out of the hometown.. It's been almost 2 years and 7 month that I've been staying in the Philippines I'm happy that I'm learning English and meeting new friends :> but I'm sad I can't meet my old friends and my family as well. And the most important thing. I started forgetting my vernacular which is mother tongue.. I chat with my Korean friends everyday and they tease me with my spellings and sometimes grammar.. I tend to laugh when I hear that, but in behind I feel sad though..  Every time when my friends what's going on in Korea or in my village, I start missing them :**   and I'm afraid if they for get me.. because it's been long time that I didn't see them.  I'm still waiting my mom to come and live with me :D if she comes I would be a freed lad HAHAHA I can hang out with my friends during weeks and weekends YAS! OHH here's a thing that I really want to try.. which is.. I want to play computer games with SOUNDS!! the place that i live now is not allowed to play games but WHO AM I? I"m JERRY haha so not to get caught i play games with no sound... :( ⓕⓥⓒⓚ ⓛⓘⓕⓔ!! duhhh... :( it' ⓢⓥⓒⓚ playing games with no sound LOL aww poor me.. alright let's change the topic!! Here are the things that what I've been doing during the last summer vacation.. I hung out with my friends,  wandered around my town.. and... what else..? LOL.. I didn't mostly spend my vacation with my friends.. I would look sociable in school, but when i'm out, I turn to such a independent boy, I feel comfortable when I just walk alone, because... I don't like talking times at unimportant stuff and plus I can't walk any longer than 30 mins.. yeah 30 mins.. because I've got flat feet and it makes me tired when ever I just them HAHA so maybe that is my week point? soo never ask me to walk with for more that 20 or 30 mins!!

WE SAY HELLO AND BYE

It was the first day of my school in grade 9. I expected newbies in my class yeah there were!.
But I didn't talk to them in the first day of my school, because I usually don't talk with people who I don't know. So needed time to get to know them. I usually don't welcome New Korean Friends if there are, there would be only few of them. I can still remember Lee's First impression. yeah he was a bit short (sorry haha :p)  but he was handsome and kind to everyone except for those who annoy him LOL...  Anyways I heard many stories from him and some lessons HAHAAHAHAHA  It feels like I just met him yesterday, but he is left.. we went back to his Homeland where I miss now ㅜㅜ mom and daddy I miss u!!!  well we promised that we are gonna meet when ever I go back to korea!! YAS sorry for the others but I'll have changes to meet him !! :D  When I saw him in the first day of the school I said HELLO :) but on the day that he left.... I said BYE :(...... LOVE YOU LEE!!!! :D

My First sonnet in my life :)

This is my first sonnet! It took me almost three hours to finish it! because I had to know the feelings of warriors who are in the battlefield so I watched some war movies to get an inspiration! The story of my sonnet is about a young man who are standing in the battlefield. He is terrified of course because he have never attended any other wars before. well actually there are two characters in my sonnet one is a young man and the other one is a warrior who has much experiences in wars! Many kings and generals had to face death under his sword. He is brutal and merciless. He experiences a great mental struggle because he failed killing a young boy who try to save his family. Even though the man was brutal and merciless, he wasn't able to kill a boy.